Never Have I Ever - August Clearwing I picked this one up for free from amazon and was quite excited to read this since it got such raving reviews. I guess I'm the minority here but I honestly just couldn't get into it. The whole idea of having a fantasy of getting raped (although it happened in a controlled setting) just didn't appeal to me. Then for her to actually get raped later on in the book was just appalling. This book just wasn't my cup of tea.